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First I misplaced you, now I’m misplaced within the medication Pop this, take that ‘until I really feel numb All I ever needed was to be yours All I ever needed was to really feel love However I’m 6 drugs in and I really feel wonderful Can’t cease pondering ‘bout once you have been nonetheless mine I simply don’t know what to do now Guess I’ll take one other one simply to kill time Can’t really feel my face and I cant transfer However they are saying you'll be able to’t love what you'll be able to’t lose So I’m sitting right here trapped in my very own ideas Now I can’t really feel all ‘reason for you You ever so misplaced that you just really feel alone You ever scared to finish up by yourself You ever get harm until you'll be able to’t really feel I ain’t by no means had a spot I can name dwelling I ain’t by no means had no person I can run to I ain’t by no means had a house I can come to I ain’t ever have no person actually love me and that’s most likely why I don’t know find out how to love you However it’s actually exhausting to consider you Can’t breath Can’t eat Can’t sleep with out you And so they all say I misplaced myself trynna discover you However I’m not me with out you I don’t wish to undergo it no extra I don’t wish to do it no extra I simply took all these drugs Fuck love Fuck life I can’t do it no extra Suppose I’m fading out Please don’t let go ‘trigger I’m fading out Please don’t let me go ‘trigger I’m fading out Please don’t let go ‘trigger I’m fading out Breana Marin: Doing every thing I can to really feel one thing ‘Trigger every thing I do appears like nothing Don’t know what to suppose Don’t know find out how to transfer ‘Trigger it don’t actually make sense with out you Doing every thing I can to really feel one thing ‘Trigger every thing I do appears like nothing Don’t know what to suppose Don’t know find out how to transfer ‘Trigger it don’t actually make sense with out you
(ESPECIALLY ONE LIKE ME) to be a Grown Man (BLACK MAN) a Father ? My Mother worked HARD you hear me. 2 jobs, one in the early morning and One in Late Evenings. I am being 1000000 with you when I say this, (NOT 100) most of the time when she left in the Morning for work, she never returned home, it was straight to the part time job, just to provide for Herself and Me. (THESE DAYS, THAT'S HARD) Some -things do/did change, but never HER LOVE FOR ME (MY MOM'S) . What did change was ME... I started growing up, became a father @ 20 (KINDA GOOD THOUGH RIGHT?), went through a lot of turmoil though, Dropped Out Of School. (TOOK MOM THROUGH HELL - YOU HEAR ME!). AND YES, I KNOW I DID.... NOW I DO. I end up GOING TO JAIL on her (MY MOM) a couple of times. Matter of Fact, to Keep it 1000000 That's all I did for a while, for small things though, like Driving. I end up having 4 more Kids, whom I love dearly, like any father would. NOW, My Mom works a part time job, ONLY. (STILL ABOUT THAT MONEY) .ONE THING I NOTICED THAT DID CHANGE FOR MY MOM, NOW She does not only take care of HERSELF, and Me, BUT She also helps OUT with (MY KIDS) Her Grandkids. HEY,...What can I say, SHE'S MY MOM. "LOVE YOU MOTHER".. and THANKS 4 RAISING ME THE BEST YOU COULD.WHO SAID/SAYS "A WOMAN CAN'T RAISE A MAN"?I 4 SURE DON'T, Matter Fact, I COULD NEVER HONESTLY SAY THAT.OLD (FFC).. FAIRFIELD COURT.YOU KNOW SOME,... THEM PROJECTS TAUGHT ME WELL.... Back 2 Me.... (I AM A PRODUCT OF MY ENVIRONMENT) Now Tell Me, What'sMy Environment?
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